(okay this is a lot, i hope you like reading)

i hate him so much right now i know the things he’s saying are just to piss me off and he go’s and does them anyway
then after i’m done crying and everything he gets all "i’m sorry i won’t do it again!"
"it won’t happen again, I’ll stop!"

i am 7 months pregnant with his daughter and i told him everything i want to do for the baby cause the baby has to come first now!
(that doesn’t seem to be getting thought that big head of his!!!!)
i told him how i want us to read to the baby at least(!) 4 times a week!
everything was going good and we were doing fine until after he leaves me at his house with no where else to go with His mother(!) saying he’s going to me working with his cousin at his uncles smoke shop! the place is like 3 hours away so they just stayed there of course.
he called when he could and let me know how things were going.
he kept talking about all the things he wanted to get after he got back, like things for the baby and things for the house and our room etc.
then he go’s and says he’s going to be coming back with a car cause his cousin was going to loan him the money. so we’d have a car of our own when he comes back.
well that was like 2 months ago and you know what
NONE of that happened.

so far the things h bought for the baby is an outfit! and a stroller and baby car seat from a second hand store.
His sister bought an outfit for the baby too but that doesn’t count for him.
that’s it.
the rest of the clothes I got from stores and people who have (i guess you can say) hand-me-downs for my baby cause they’re not planning on anymore children.

all he does is play his stupid game!(X-BOX 360)
plays the stupid X-BOX LIVE all the time!
he gets mad easily and gets mad over a stupid Game!
then go’s out and spends money on a dumb game that isn’t his (the x-box is his cousins) and rents other stupid video games that get him mad!
all this shit adds up he could be getting some nice stuff out baby’s going to need but no
he has to go and be a dumb ass and be selfish and not care
about me or his baby
i swear im about to leave him

i’m always mad and getting mad at the wrong people and taking it out on the wrong people and i’m just getting tired of it.
it’s like he doesn’t even care.
he says he does but his actions are sure telling me the opposite

he’s told me some mean things he says he doesn’t mean but for some stupid reason i keep letting them go
he isn’t abusive physical but he can be. he’s only pushed me and it was onto a couch.
he’s mostly verbally abusive.
i’m getting real tired of it.

Guys why do you lie!? and not care.
why bother lieing when you don’t care!?

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