Uh. Its so annoying. My parents are treating me like a baby. So I like this boy and my parents don’t trust me with him. It’s like I am 16 years old. I am emo, so they are worried because he is too and they caught me cutting. Now they are taking me to a psychologist because I cut about 5 times a day.. But they don’t trust me with him. We were talking about have “it” and my stupid brother has to be a big mouth. But I kinda tricked my mom by acting like she was “cool” and she eventually thought that us going out was “ok”. But now she got me baby monitors to you know listen for me cutting but more to make sure I don’t pull another stunt or hang out with him. It is so stupid do my parents made me go to a private school (multisex) that restricts emo. We had an “issue” they eventually took me to another school – an all girl private school. The new school doesn’t fully restrict emo (Emo hair/makeup/jewelry is allowed. We have uniforms..) so I can still be me. Anyway, It pisses me off because I can’t be with the one I love but more any guy. Plus, I been to 3 different schools in one month.. But I hate this. How do I still be with him? My parents monitor my phone contacts and texts (income, outcome), myspace/facebook, and I have e-mail parental control… Another “issue”- Don’t ask. So I am unsure how I can communicate. This all stresses me out and I feel like cutting more. So what do I do? And how do I control with my parents? Everything I do comes back around with another one of my problems…
The "issue" about me changing one private school to the other was I was getting in trouble for being emo and going out with more boys.
He didn’t influence me to do this. We were BOTH emo before we met.
Why we got the baby monitors was she overhead me talking to the guy I am talkin ’bout that i pretended she was cool.

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