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Throwing the baby out with the bath water?

Simple question: desperately in love with brother in law (my husband’s brother). He was married until last year and is now a widower.
He may have a mild crush on me; I am in love with him.
I don’t want to divorce my husband. I love him too.
I have decided to withdraw from husband’s family in order to remove my brother in law from my life (and heart AND mind).
Now, husband’s family are getting antsy about me not showing up anywhere any more. But if I show up he is there and I simply don’t trust me to be able to conceal my feelings for him any more. I have done that for years, just cannot go on.
I seem to be reaching a dead end. I feel they are starting to get fed up with me for never being there, they think I am mad or something; a couple of them are already giving me the cold shoulder but if I go back I get to see him and I can never heal. I feel more at peace with myself when I don’t see him.
Do I stick to my guns, so to speak?
I really do not know what to do any more

  
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